Sometimes, I even wonder if it ever even happened because it ended so abruptly and without closure. The wound is still fresh, even after so many years, and all I feel for you is love.
Sometimes, I even wonder if it ever even happened because it ended so abruptly and without closure. The wound is still fresh, even after so many years, and all I feel for you is love.Remember how I mentioned before that I just want you to be happy? It does kill me that we cannot be happy together and live our happily-ever-after.I found him so handsome, his curly , dark brown hair and large dark brown eyes! Though now when I look back , I laugh it off as mere infatuation, but I don’t know why I felt an instant connection with him, when he looked into my eyes, my heart fluttered and I used to feel so nervous and excited at the same time.
My Dear First Love, You were the first I ever loved, and it breaks my heart to say that you are not my last.
This letter is for you, so that you know how much I cherished you and how important you were — and are — in my life.
I walked away feeling shy and embarrassed at the same time.
Anytime I came in direct contact with him and whenever he looked at me I always felt a soft tenderness in his eyes and the warmth of his heart touched me deep inside.
Once I remember I was standing in the neighbourhood Bakery and he suddenly walked in with his friends, probably to buy something.
I turned around and as usual started staring at him and he was standing opposite me when suddenly a lot of people came in between us and it was a funny situation and I could see just one half of his face and I caught him staring at me with one eye!
This is why, my first love, it is so difficult not to glimpse back and open the vault of memories, to remember the butterflies in my stomach each time I saw you and feel a little out of breath after each magical kiss.
Our whole relationship was magical, come to think of it; it was strong and powerful, but then, it was gone.
I was shocked as it was so sudden and the depth with which he was staring at me cannot be explained in words. I then left the Bakery feeling very shy and till now I cannot forget that look of his in the Bakery.
Another time I felt very shy was when we both passed each other when I was coming back from school.